Energetic Anticipation II
Energy again. But different. You know how before it felt light, like my soul was expanding outside my body? Today is not like that. My energy is coursing inward. I feel feral. I woke up this morning, pulled my ass out of bed, and, I can't say I'm in a bad mood, but I'm going to have to reign myself in today. I want desperately to be outside, to run in the woods and climb some trees. However, I can't. I'm stuck at my desk, which is likely for the best. I have little patience when I feel like this, and no compassion. Days like this, my mouth works quicker than my mind. I should write about Lan today, but I don't know if I'm in the mood to write. At least not now.I wonder how long it'll be until I snap at someone today?
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well since you wrote it at 8:00am-ish I say you snapped at about 11:30am.
I know how you feel about wanting to get outside and feeling caged. It's definitely frustrating and makes you want to scream. Usually in this instance I either clean or read magazines or indulge in deviantART. Not sure what is par for the course up North. :)
Par? Not much. I've got a pile of work to do, but no ambition to do it. I did up date chapter one though, and I snapped at 9:07 :)
9:07?! ha. what happened? :P
Too many people standing in m cubical talking. I told them all to fuck off so I could think. Mos of them are still pouting about it.
my computer's possessed but that's okay.
you know what would make you feel better? a package of new white socks.
What would make me feel better is running through the bush and climbing trees. Maybe eating a rabbit.
What's the deal with your computer?
rabbit! :) reminds me of when gollum was moaning about samwise making rabbit stew.
just my work computer, it's just not doing what I need to do. where's my peace of mind, damnit.
any chance you can go running off into the bush for a while?
Not tonight. I'm working late, again.
Mmmmm, rabbit....
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