Beltane Eve
Beltane Eve. I had no plans for a ritual, there would be no fire, but there is the possibility of beer on the horizon. Alex, our equipment coordinator reminded me that I have my car here and we are going to town tonight. Justin even said he'd drive. So, it'll be a little early, but I can have my Beltane feast tonight, light some candles for a fire at midnight and make a small offering to the gods (even if it is a bit of beer and some leftovers).I was planning on fasting today, to do something to cleanse my body, but I've learned to never turn down opportunities like this.
On another note, I haven't been feeling myself lately. I've been lightheaded and distracted; experiencing boughts out tunnel vision and all in all, I feel different. I'm having trouble with energy; not just mine, but energy of everything. I can't seem to bring anything into focus. I've been ignoring it, chalking it up to the events of the weekend, the stress of work before that, just being tired. Sonja has pointed out that she's feeling similar physically, like her soul is escaping her body. I don't know what's causing it, but it's disconcerting, especially since now it isn't just me. I'll need to focus on pulling my mind back into my body and pushing the fog out of my head.
I've had this feeling before, but I can't place it.
Today's Rune:
Eihwaz: Yew
Transformation, death, change..... interesting.
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