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I had an idea about my energy just this minute, and thought I'd write it down. Energy ebbs and flows in and out of me like water. One minute I'm full, energized, and the next, drained. I was reading some of my old posts and "drained" is a word I use alot. Like the energy is sucked out of me, being somehow unable to contain it. Perhaps it's my disconnection with the earth. The few times I've felt really energetic the last couple of months were after my equinox ritual, when it rained and I listened to it for a few hours, and when I got to go for a walk or lay in the grass.

I'm going to make an effort to do more outside, even around here to see if anything improves. I got to see the moon briefly last night, so I think tonight I'll sit outside after everyone goes to bed. I think I'll bring my pipe next shift too, which will encourage me to sit outside. Health through tobacco.

posted by September @ 12:54 PM