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I feel schiztophrenic today. The people in my head are at odds. Like roommates without time apart, they're testy and annoying. Tali's been poking her head in, which makes the rest of me uneasy, especially my darker, introverted Trynn. In any case, the people in my head, it seems, are all taking turns this morning. It's a little disorienting, having perspective change like that; looking at something from too many points of view almost simultaneously. Lately I've been wondering if I really am losing my mind. In all seriousness, I doubt it. I just need to focus, to centre again and bring the mind back in line.

Solstice in under two weeks away, and I still have alot of planning to do. I don't know how my "landlords" (....that's just weird) are going to react to incense, let alone pagan rituals in the basement, so I'm going to keep it low key (Lo ki). Simple cleansing, first myself, then the suite. At least I'll be able to have wine without being a smuggler.

I looked at the suite yesterday, and I'm actually going to be quite comfortable there. As I suspected, I will have a bathtub, but I'll also have a fireplace in the basement. I'm already anticipating the cool winter nights, curled up on the floor, reading and working and sleeping by firelight.

Oh, and to celebrate my recent ferallity, I bought American Werewolf in London and Company of Wolves. By modern standards of special effects and big budgets, these movies don't rate, and yet they are among a short list of "Classic" movies, by my tastes. Being bloody movies about lycanthropy doesn't hurt ;)

posted by September @ 7:57 AM