Mood
Harmony isn't always a good thing. There's a part of me that craves the conflict, the aggravation, the utter sense of frustration. I'm in an odd mood tonight. The sense of "nothing good comes easy". There's a part of me that is a warrior, a fighter, and another part of me that wants peace and quiet. Dichotomies. Mutlifaceted parts of my personality. My sister knows it;the sense of spoiling for a fight and wanting someone to just take the easy path. We're arguers, pushers of buttons, seekers of glory. A dark sense of Trynn's superiority and Lan's arrogance, which are not the same thing.
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oh I see >:) that mood.
Yeah. I've learned some of the hard lessons and have little patience for those that complain about "bad hair days". And at the same time, I caught myself thinking "little" of one of my staff that is a little rougher than most. He's likely the way most people see me.
how do you mean? as in what you dislike in someone else you know others see in you?
Yes. He's unapproachable, gruff and sarcastic.
interesting *lol*
I thought so. I was thinking this morning about what a dink he is, and then I realized how much we have in common. Or rather, how I almost became him, before I learned to control myself, to see beyond what I was and what I am capable of being.
that's true as well. it's not as if you're ever going to be happy go lucky.
LMFAO Oh, good one! Jovial, sometimes; happy go lucky... *snicker*...
yeah. you happy go lucky would be really creepy!
That mood is a signature mood no? Not one to be welcomed...but one that is all too familiar.
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