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Black Sabbath Tuesday

It's getting near the end of the shift. I have big plans this weekend, including two appointments I have to keep, one I have to cancel, and maybe seeing Frank Miller's 300.

Hmmm. There's stuff that needs to be said, I think. I just know it's not worth the effort. I'm actually not really seeing the point of babbling the last couple of days. Last time, my therapist wanted me to start focussing on "what's mine" in the ways of resposiblity, and what belongs to others. More or less, stop taking on the "fix it" path to everyone's problems. I can be a guide without having to take it away from people. Truth is, it's stress of not being able to do what needs to be done to make people happy that gets me more than anything. The feeling helpless when I try to make things right and fail.

Anyway. It's tuesday, I found two Black Sabbath albums that I didn't own digitally on itunes, thereby bringing my Sabbath album count to 14. That should get me through the day. Then perhaps I'll have a steak tonight. Sink my teeth into something bloody.

posted by September @ 10:57 AM