Darker Morning
I hate these days; the feeling of melancholy, the grey overcast skies, the waning moon which should be new by the time I get home, all of the energies of the world seem dank and bland. It's these days I think too much about what's wrong, where the negative aspects of everything overshadow anything positive; where I jump from being a introspective brainchild to being a deluded egomaniac.I wouldn't even write this, but then what's the point of doing this if I don't. Why capture only the fuzzy feelings.
I've decided to turn this mood into something constructive. The premise is to learn something I don't know about divination or Norse myth. Why? Because both tend to be grey.
*Edit*
In searching for Norse myth, I came to www.tarahill.com where I found info on both myth and runes, the Norse means of magic and definition. What's better, I have for close to 15 years off and on, studied runes, but never found anything on pronunciation of them, but here she has .wav files where she pronounces them. So, I succeeded in learning something new. More so, I've taken one of my empty journals and I am making notes on her stuff to add to what I have and plan to study what she has for the next little bit.
So, though I'm still not warm and fuzzy, I've thwarted the melancholic feeling I had earlier.
2 Comments:
amen.
I'm ammending my perception. The day isn't bland, it's veiled. There is more to it, I just have to find it.
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