Fritter and Waste the Hours in an Offhand Way
It's interesting to miss things that you never had before. I hadn't had the urge to sit down and write for a long time until I started blogging, but when I got too busy to do any writing for a week or so, I get "itchy". I miss the little processes of analyzing my thoughts and emotions during the day, drawing the runes in the morning, writing, ranting, and anticipating exploring other blogs. I'm a creature of habit, as adaptable as I am. Even though I adjust to new things quickly, some of the old things that I have to lose, even just for a little while, I become despondent without. Particularly, I miss conversations with Sonja.I've been spending some time at the library lately, and I remember all I hated about computer labs. It's hard for me to type about how insane I feel, about rage, about extreme giddiness or anything, really, while I'm crammed shoulder to shoulder with a 14 year old girl on one side, and a giggling fuck on the other. Not to mention the touring group of boyscouts parading behind me. That said, and also for the work I want to do with MotM, I'm buying a laptop as soon as I can.
I have a BBQ to go to tonight for the new crew I'm working with, which will kill another evening in FM. I like living in town, but I feel more rushed to get things done now. I have no time for yoga, little time to read, no gaming, and no blog. :P Time for adjustments.
7 Comments:
will things ever slow down for you? I hope so because you can't survive in a rushed/stressful state.
and yay! notebooks are good! You'll buy one and you'll be a shameless addict.*nod nod nod*
I'm going to start looking. With my first LOA cheque, I should be able to afford one. Then I just have to get the internet hook-up.
niIiIice.
auww shucks. you miss talking to me? :D you must have a weird desire to speak to crazy people.
Crazy? You?!? Maybe a little ;)
more than a little, my friend. Don't deny it. I updated OSW&DW. yeehaw.
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