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Mechanical Mind

It has been an enlightening couple of weeks for this part of me. I've tried a few times, in rather coded ways, to explain here how my mind actually works, with it's maze of gears and cogs. I think Sonja has started realize what I mean when I talk about it being a confusing place. Even this blog, I just realized, belongs completely to Trynn and Xanth. Tali's not a writer.

I've stopped subverting my personalities, opting instead for an observer approach. I hardly know myself, it seems. There is a lot that can be learned and gained from the Frankenstien's monster my mind has become. Once I stop the critics in my head, the clashing views that tell each other what they offer isn't worthy, I'll be able to bring more together. I feel like writing again, even if it's mostly nonsense.

I also caught myself on all fours sniffing the floor this morning.

There's a project I haven't started yet that I've been meaning to put together for a while. I want to create a pouch, a sachette that would contain the herbs and components I use regularly. I often find myself without something when I need it, and end up putting stuff off, rather than doing anything.

The pouch should contain:
peppermint
licorice root
feverfew
amethyst crystal
quartz
myrrh resin
camomile
cinnamon
my rune set & journal
string
candle

I'll have to think on this, figure out how I should put this together.

posted by September @ 5:52 AM