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Incoherant Babbling

I'm light today, and feeling a fair bit of energy. It finally rained last night, the sound of it on the tin roof of the trailer woke me up. Ten minutes after, Sonja phoned me. I haven't talked to her in a while, and I always enjoy our conversations. We think alot alike, but from different perspectives sometimes. She sees things that I don't and helps me to broaden my vision of things. I didn't sleep for the rest of the night and finally had to hang up on her when my alarm went off and I had to get to work. Needless to say, I learned alot last night about myself, in the sense that my diminished, broken state is apparently evident to the world outside my head. That's good though. I've learned that my silent, seeming weakness holds power too. That all of my aspects have an energy that I can use at different times, for different purposes.

Today has found me buying books and creating a wish list. I bought Magical Herbs, Da Vinci Decoded and The Tea Party's Spledor Solis. Other than that, I'm fighting back waves of giddiness and sleep.

Today's Rune:
Jera -Year
Fruition, developement, change and cycle. The rune is one I've drawn before and leads me to believe that as the week winds down (yes, I know it's sunday) the stagnancy of work is coming to an end. It reminds me to be patient (I lack patience) because what change is coming is inevitable. It also reminds me of the inevitability of my personal change. The ground in me has thawed, and my winter is over. The new green things are growing again in my mind, and my soul is like the river overflowing from the melted springs. My own emotional surges are like the early summer storms that rage in and depart quickly.

posted by September @ 9:15 AM