Thursday, June 01, 2006

Time to Wane

I've decided that my writing lately is mediocre, boring and extremely repetitious. Sonja (who is the only person who reads my stuff and comments on it) assures me that it's not true. I have been feeling a fair bit of writer's block lately though, and I think it's because I have so little input on my stuff. On the other hand, I suspect it could be because I still hold so much back, editting and censoring my words. I have thoughts that I still am not comfortable sharing with people. I've been thinking about starting another blog, one that no one reads, to explore some of what I'm reluctant to share, but that I feel is important to get out. I haven't decided whether or not I will, but I am thinking about it.

On other fronts, I have been feeling alot better about myself. The has been a peace in me, in respect to my duality. Not fighting, not obsessing, not overthinking, but just feeling, enjoying and experiencing has been really relaxing. I feel at ease.

1 Comments:

At 1:01 AM , Blogger Sonja Nelson said...

it's a good feeling isn't it? ;)

there is always time; as much time as well allow ourselves to have. I desire stillness but I find it rather elusive. I'm glad that you've settled down a bit; respite is a good thing.

 

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