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Linguini in Clam Sauce

I'm tired :P I froze my fingers last night shovelling the snow we got yesterday. It'd become pretty hard packed by the time I got home last night, and we had to get at least the driveway done for Barb to be able to go home today.

I don't really feel like writing today. Just feeling like I have nothing to talk about, which isn't true, I just don't feel like talking. I have my appointment today and I'd planned on telling my therapist what it is that I've got rolling around in my head, but now the day is here, and I'm feeling that ridiculousness again. I'm feeling like what's there isn't real and isn't worth talking about. It's that part of my mind that is, I don't know, trying to protect me? Defenses. Really it's just another way of surpressing it. Part of the cycle.

Damn it.

posted by September @ 7:22 AM